19 days gamble free, weekends are always hard but this one is the hardest so far, work was all buzzing today, i work shifts and this weekend is the longest out of 3 so everyone is extra excited for the weekend, football slips are out, predictions are being thrown back & forth, everyone is excited that their slip is the winning one and today i missed being a part of it, i wanted to accept I’m a gambler and join them, i was asked to take part in a group bet and i really wanted to but i said no, today is the first day that I’ve really missed it and want it back but i have to remember that as much as i promise myself i cannot bet sensibly and i will always be a chaser. I try not to go into too much detail about my betting and what i enjoy etc incase someone is reading this and they relate to my kind of betting and it sets off a trigger in them but today i wanted to feel those endorphins kicking in but i didn’t gamble today. Tomorrow will be tough
