Well nearly a week in hospital and visits from my family every day. I didn’t even know I was allowed out till a few days in as informal patient. There apparently will be a meeting on the 8th December to decide what to do with me. Family all supporting but feel numb and fazed by it all and have no idea what to do or say next to the doctors… I did gamble 2 days ago on my phone in hospital unfortunately. But now gamban is on my phone and laptop. I feel it’s all still all very complicated, but am going with the flow to see what happens and see if there are bits of light in this black tunnel I’m in. This mental hospital has some very poorly people in it and can be scared at times. Least I can lock my door from the inside. That’s all got now and thanks for the support thus far…
