[finding_laura]

thank you Kin for your reminder that this is an addiction and as an ex addict, a recovering addict there is nothing wrong with having life issues , it will all be in how I handle them. Thank you for the powerful quotes and its true. I’ve read similar things as well. Will I sit down to the rhythmic zone? No I refuse to have that first bet. Going out to friends for a couple drinks. I napped all afternoon as was exhausted from the days tasks. One day at a time right now. Just one day.