Hi Dolly, I hear you- this addiction is so horrible. Over the years I have made half-hearted attempts to quit gambling but never really stuck with it. For the last year, I have continued trying even when I have relapsed. Even though it has only been a few weeks since the last time I gambled- I feel further ahead than I did when I quit for five months. I am open with my husband about my addiction and I have also been open with two close friends about my addiction. This is huge for me as I have never admitted to anyone else that my gambling is an addiction and not just a “spend a little too much once in awhile, but I have it under control”. I continue to read and look for support. I am learning to have patience and take it one day at a time. I have switched my bank account so that I am not able to use my bank card for online purchases- which includes online casinos. I have closed all of my online accounts. This sounds silly- but I don’t leave my house alone if I have my bankcard. Either my husband or one of my kids comes along. I know how quickly the compulsion to gamble can come and I am putting as many roadblocks as possible in place. I hope to hear from you soon. I apologize for not responding sooner but my 2nd oldest graduates Grade 12 this week so we have been busy!!
