[ambmm]

Day 3
Without the distraction of a gambling addiction I’m starting to see how bored I am with my partner.
He comes home from work and watches TV or surfs the net till bedtime.
He expects all the housekeeping perks of being in a relationship but gives very little in return.
I’m starting to hate being in the same room as him – watching him slumped on the chair, transfixed by the screen.
Before I was so full of self loathing that I felt I didn’t deserve happiness but now I’m thinking I do – and so does he cos he can’t be happy with his life too.
I have my one to one as part of the Gordon Moody programme soon so will mention it then.
I suspect he’s one of my gambling triggers so need to get things in place to stop me relapsing.