[lauren2021]

Day 5
Managed to stay gamble free. Every time I had an urge, I told myself “what happens if you win What are you going to do? Will you take the money out like a normal person? The answer is clearly no. I can not gamble. There is no end to my madness. I still keep this unreachable number in my head. If I win ___ then I will quit. This never happens. I will get sucked in the cycle of chasing my loses.

I paid many bills and have just enough money in my account to be comfortable. I don’t need to win/lose. I have urges but it’s not worth it. I’ve been wanting to kick this addiction and the only way is NOT TO GAMBLE.