[Dark Energy]

thanks jaymay22.

you wrote, “we need to wire our brains in a certain way that we don’t think about short-cut easy money anymore.” I think this what keeps me hooked, a false hope that I can fix my life by gambling, it is a distraction, illusion, and temporary pain relief it gives you the feeling that you are solving your problem but it makes it worst. it keeps you away from facing the real issues.

Day#2. still depressed, I hope I will back to normal shortly. “usually it takes 1 to 2 weeks”.