[steph40]

The last week has not gone well for me. I have been caught up in a horrible cycle of online gambling and I haven’t been able to stop. I installed Gamban but cancelled it after a month as the VPN was slowing down my phone- or so I told myself. Because I was paying for it by the month I was able to cancel my subscription. I don’t know where to go from here, I just feel like I shouldn’t even bother trying to quit gambling. When I wasn’t gambling I was reading 3 books a week and now I can’t even read a few pages without losing focus and feeling like I should gamble. I haven’t gambled since yesterday (technically it was about 5am this morning when my last binge ended).