[konj1978]

5 full days out of betting world.

Today is a big day in my life, biggest one. I will tell again everything to my wife. It will be difficult and cant imagine her reaction.
Today we were on job, kids was in school. I sent one email to her and told that i have agsin seriously problems and that we need to talk seriously tonight after kids go to sleeping. She knows what is problem but doesnt know how much it is seriously this time. New big debts. 🙁

I can lose tonight everything i have in my life, wife and kids, house….I deserved it. I am loser..