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I could not stop everything at the same time.
I could only stop one at a time and I start with the one that has made my life unmanageable.

1. mental health – depression
2. alcoholism
3. gambling

My reward is peace, calm, and quiet now.
Can I be contented with just peace, calm and quiet?

Will I take my peace, calm and quiet for granted?
Is it worth it to give up my peace, calm, and quiet for gambling and drinking?

It was so hard and took me so long to get out of this hole,
it is really very foolish and unacceptable to jump back in.