It’s December 1st today.
Day 0 again.
I’m yet again in that dirty gambling hellhole swirl. I’m not losing much, but I surely will soon.
I hate myself to the highest extent. There’s no other creature in this damn world that is as stupid and clueless as I am.
I find the fact that I started gambling again very demonstrative. Someone said something about high risk groups or whatever,
what can I say, here we go. An idiot that tried to kill himself and failed miserably now wants to double down on his worthless life.
He thought he could escape the hell he exists in – take a slap in the face you dumbfuck. Go gamble again, on your life, and you’ll
win two lives, and then lose both of them. So stupid, so useless, it’d be almost funny if only that one degenerate was not myself.
Don’t get me wrong, it’s still kinda funny in it’s own way.
Now let’s get back to the usual. What kind of thing you do when you’re on Gambling Therapy Forums?
Right, you keep posting about your worthless life. But what else?
Exactly, it’s “One Day at a Time” – the core strategy of recovery.
Why don’t we finally try it out? It will help, I know it!
December 1st – Day 0.
I will not gamble today, in the remaining 10 minutes of this day.
One day at a time. You only need to not gamble today.
Tomorrow you’ll do the same.
See you later very soon.