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After every relapse, I wished everything didn’t happen. I wished that I did not make the bad decision to gamble. I wished that I could turn back the clock and change my mind, I will be very happy to remain gamble and alcohol free.

I always wish that I was grateful and contented without the gambling and alcohol before every relapsed. Now I have the chance not to place the first bet or pick up the first drink. I will be very glad to take it.