[asdfghost]

Hi kin,

Thank you very much for these words.
I was uncertain about how you would answer to my post, I had many ideas in my head.
But I’m glad you said what you did.
I couldn’t ask for a better response.

About hope.
I never really had any hope in my life, or this world at all.
That might be the reason why I’m here now, in this situation.
If I had at least a tiny bit of hope I’d have already done as much as it takes to solve my problems.
But no.

Also, my lack of courage, or my weakness, is a double-edged sword.
It prevented, and still prevents me from changing my life for the better.
But on the other hand, it saved me from getting rid of it. My life, I mean.

Overall, there’s a lot to think about still.