Hi asdfghost,
more than 25 years ago, I did the same thing.
today I was glad I did not have the courage to do it at that time.
if I have succeeded, it would be the end of my story.
I did not dream about surviving until 59 years old today.
What advice will I give my younger self if I have the chance?
Don’t give up hope.
give yourself a chance.
I realized that I am not in control of everything in life
there is a power greater than me
it eventually lead me to want to know more about God.
give yourself the chance to watch the caterpillar grow into a butterfly
Can you imagine the worm crawling on the ground can fly in the sky one day
You do not realize now
one day you will understand.