Hello iamhere it’s nice to have you stop in and I appreciate your kind words.
Today is day 16 it is my payday normally I would’ve already put 234 $500 into my account and probably lost it and never got anything accomplished. I refuse to put any of my money into any of my old accounts which have been closed, but they would gladly open them up, cause I’m a sucker. It really drives me and motivates me to stay gamble free cause I can’t help but think of all the bad decisions I made, and how it negatively impact in my family. My wife would go above and beyond financially to help make hands meet in here. I am behind her back, waste of money on a gambling event and truly never getting anything accomplished, cause I’m focused on a phone all day. Feels good to know that I don’t have to do that anymore. I don’t have to be in the attic, I don’t have to be glued to my phone. I don’t have to be a monster for this addiction. Almost seems like I was a totally complete person. Probably because I was just like most of us are when the addiction really grabs hold of us. Things are coming together financially for us still gonna be a long process, but we’re on the right track and we’ll get there when I gambled never get there always backwards. But I am determined to make sure I get through today a payday we normally I would blow all the money without Wasting any money on any type of camp. Have a great day everyone thank you