Dear lord.. this site has gone rogue again!
Random posts, or actual people trying to post for advice/help… all awaiting moderation 🫣🫣
Well, thought I’d check in. Life has been going well, I haven’t gambled in almost 13 months now. I don’t think about it much at all, every now and then my mind will wonder and im always shocked at how ‘brave’ I was. The amounts I’d bet.. I felt nothing while dropping $10 per spin, depositing amounts of $500 at a time. I literally feel sick when I even think about doing that now, I was so wrapped up in this addiction. Wild times.
My credit cards are almost all paid off. From 35k to about 9,500.00 left. It’s been a hard grind. Ive been so focused on paying it off. When I finally do pay it all off, I’ll close the book on these gambling chapters of my life.
I will not allow gambling to take my soul, or be the reason I don’t accomplish things, or allow it to consume any more of my time.
A relationship im happy has ended. ❤️❤️