Hey everybody
I’m not sure what’s wrong with this site anymore but it looks like a lot of spam. Hopefully it’ll get taken care of and it can be a place where gambling addicts come and share stories give motivation and encourage each other.
A lot of things on my life are coming together and I don’t believe it’s not coincidental that it’s right around the time I’ve given up gambling yesterday made one week since I placed the wager. One of my biggest weakness was college football. I always gambled on that and I usually did pretty well, but I never really made money because I had no discipline or money management. I know in the past what college football came up. It was a fear. I sense fear that I won’t be able to make it to the season. Well, I don’t know what will happen but my feeling now is more of. I’m excited for the challenge to go eat Saturday without giving up on my goal of living a healthier Life and when I mean, healthier life mostly mentally well physically as well. I know gambling has prevented me from doing a lot of the things that I like to do and exercise is one of those things because I’d much rather sit in front of my phone and watch outcome of a game take care of myself.
Tomorrow is my five year wedding anniversary and I look forward to celebrating with my wife without living in my phone or worrying about the outcome of the next wager or wondering when I get paid again so I can make another deposit and lose it all. When I look back, I can’t help. I really feel a lot of disappointment with how low I truly went to get that fixed. Nothing was off the table
I know I have a long way to go. It’s gonna be tough, but at this moment, my mindset is very positive and very focused on becoming a better me one day at a time I know with gambling I rarely accomplish things that I wanna do. It allows me to procrastinate. It allows me to waste many hours staring at a phone. And quite frankly took away from me being a good father and husband.
I hope everyone has a great day!