Hey Sjc1
I really appreciate your post and taking time to do so.
Yesterday was my daughter’s 6th birthday. It was another birthday without be being able to do much for her because of my gambling choices. It was sad really. She didn’t go without but she didn’t get a lot either. That’s the way it’s been her entire life. My gambling took away from not only the materialistic stuff but the time as well. I make pretty good money but I’m always broke because of gambling. There are many paydays 6k is deposited into my account and it’s down to cents within hours. Mostly due to paying for past gambling expenses or current ones. That’s not how I want to live my life and it’s really not who I am but I can admit gambling changes me greatly and not for the better.
Today I will continue the journey and strive to be my best me. The only way for that to happen is if I refuse to place that first bet.
Congrats on a year