Hey Iamhere,
I fell off the wagon again. It was a rough couple of weeks . Binge gambling. But I’m back and I’m happy to be here. I don’t have all the answers I just know I want a better life.
I heard something the other day that really stuck with me. It’s called “choose your hard.”
It goes like this:
Being overweight is hard, being in shape is hard; choose your hard.
Divorce is hard. Marriage is hard. Choose your hard.
Communicating is hard. Not communicating is hard. Choose your hard.
They went on to give a few more examples and I thought of gambling and thought:
Being addicted to gambling is hard. Not gambling is hard. Choose your hard. Today I choose the not gambling hard!
They both are hard but one will ease up as time passes the other will ALWAYS BE HARD. it’s really hard to gamble. The highs the lows, the time, the energy, the stress. It never ends…
Day 1