[iamhere]

I remember many times when I’d say “I’m done” after a bad loss, I always felt “I just need time, next time I’ll know when to stop”. I remember this feeling and thinking thoughts like this almost after every bad bender of betting. I don’t know what finally clicked, but something did.

I know I’ll never walk away, no amount will be enough. There won’t be a “next time” or “one more bet”. When I think about gambling, my guts curdle, whatever made me feel invisible before is no longer apart of me. The house always wins, and I have bowed down in defeat, and I’m finally free 🙌

❤️❤️

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