Hey risingphoenix,
I’m glad you posted. There’s so little activity here. I check this forum almost every day hoping someone writes.
Your journey is great, I hope your recovery lasts longer and longer, doubling and tripling your gamble-free days. Those thoughts that you have, I’m having them myself every so often. But I keep staying away from that pit of snakes.
One day at a time is a good rule. Easy to understand, easy to implement. Just tell yourself the moment you have gambling thoughts that you’re not doing that today. I slipped way too many times so far. I’m not doing it again.