Hi,
I’m still here. Not gambling for a few days now.
My day is absolute misery and feel like I’m never going get my life back together. I have an overwhelming feeling of impending doom lurking inside me every day. At night I drink an anti-anxiety pill that calms me and it’s the only sense of relief I get. Then I watch some YouTube videos that make me happy and provide escapism. I still have enough money to make it a few months to try and put myself together.
I wish I was one of those people that have a solution, the determenation to start working 6 jobs, but I’m not. I feel crippeled.
My topic has been reported for inappropriate content, I’m not sure what I said to offend anyone, but I want to make sure that everyone understands that gambling is the worst thing anyone can get themselves into and I strongly advise against gambling ever. I also don’t think casinos should be legal as they do not live off of so called “responsible gamblers”. They would run out of business immediately. They live off of people like me.