Hi Treehead,
I’m in the same boat. I lost 100 k in 4 months playing slots. I did not win anything, climbed up to 2000 euro three times which I eventually lost.
My entire life gone. Apart from loosing the money, I am even angrier of the injustice of it all. 100 k not even one hand over 2000 euros.
I’m in the process of ending my life, putting my affairs in order. I have no family, no job, no career, only an endless history of trauma and abuse.
I worked very hard all my life, for the company I worked for, for my parents -catering to their whims until their dying breaths (and they didn’t really care much about me, only what I could do for them), for my employer that overworked me to the point I couldn’t handle it anymore and quit.
As the last nail to my coffin , I gave 100 k to a casino that gave me absolutely nothing.
Everyday I wake up with disgust and wish not to be here and I won’t be much longer.
Today I’m taking my friend on a shopping spree for her birthday. I’ll buy her whatever she wants, it’ll be my goodbye to her but she won’t know.