I’m glad to hear you enjoyed your holiday FG and that you are now ready for work . You sound very positive . I agree totally with what you wrote on Maverick’s thread that it is 100% up to us to be accountable and responsible for our own actions. Non CGs (my husband for one) really can’t keep up to us when we swing into action and decide to double cross and bamboozle them with antics that even we ourselves find difficult to figure out. Sometimes my head feels like a ball of wire waiting to be un sprung. Then , when it is released, it takes ages to get the threads straightened out. How could a “normal” person cope with that nonsense?
I know I can get my ATM card from my husband anytime I want it. I know I can get loans and hide money without his knowing. During a CG’s “be good” phase, our intentions are genuine but when the devil jumps up on our backs, NOTHING will stop us gambling, unless we have no immediate access to funds and no opportunity.
I made sure I had visitors coming every second day since Christmas, and on the other days I was invited to friend’s /family’s houses for meals.
I’m STUFFED!
Friends just left now . I cooked sirloin beef and all the trimmings and I have cleaned up and re set the table for tomorrow . For “Little Christmas”. I just wish I could sleep.
