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When I was stressed by unexpected financial obligations, I will get triggered to gamble. Something was wrong, I have enough money for substance and behavior addiction but I do not think I have enough money to do the right thing. Both required the same amount of money.

I prayed to God to protect me from evil and not let me fall into temptations, I can see the distortion in my thinking so I stayed away from slippery places where drinking and gambling may take place to stay safe.