After my last day of service in my last work site, I was very anxious and worried about my future in the company, asking my supervisor to spend time and effort to help me find me a suitable work site island wide is a hopeless thing because my supervisor wouldn’t go the extra mile in his work to help. But who would have predicted that my supervisor will fall sick and be on medical leave for many days last week and his duty at work was taken over by our manager who is very helpful. My manager gave me a few available work sites to pick one for the next suitable work site and I made my decision today.
This is a new experience for me because in the past when things get out hand and I am losing control of everything, and when I felt hopeless and helpless, disappointed and frustrated, I may press the self-destruct button. It has happen many times.
This time I follow the words, I cannot see my future but I choose to remain faithful and trust that I will not be put to shame following my Higher Power. True enough, I cannot see the change of events that was coming in the future, it has turn from darkness into light unexpectedly for me.
Thank God, I was able to remain still, I did not over-react, I was not impulsive, I did not made a foolish and reckless decision, I did not gamble during this painful, anxious, uncertain and hard times.
