Isaiah 55:9
As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
Isaiah 54:4
“Fear not; you will no longer live in shame. Don’t be afraid; there is no more disgrace for you. You will no longer remember the shame of your youth and the sorrows of widowhood.
Romans 10:11
For the scripture says, “Every man who believes in him will not be shamed.”
Dear diary,
I lack confident in facing the challenges ahead with the new changes now.
I am very uncertain and unsure whether I can still do my job.
I was afraid and fearful that I cannot cope physically and mentally in something that I can do when I was younger.
I am so stressed whenever I take the next step into the unknown.
I know my weakness, “in the face of stress, I do not care what happens in the future, I want my reward now.”
“I will do the wrong things until the anxiety and discomfort goes away.”
I want to stay in recovery, “whenever both my heart and mind are telling me to do wrong, I really need to listen to my Higher Power.”
I had to encourage myself to seek long term happiness, and not seek short term pleasures.
I need to be determined and continue with doing good despite the difficulty.
I was afraid of failure and shame.
I manage to find comfort and encouragement in the scriptures above today.
I need to stay focus on my Higher Power.
I fear that bad things will happen to me and a reality check tells me that if they really do happen,
I only need to find a new job. Income may be lower but I should be able to manage. I should not worry too much.
- This reply was modified 10 months, 1 week ago by kin.