[kin]

Everything happen too fast in the past for me to stop myself or describe what was happening.
Today I was in an activity that makes me happy.
Later I sat down to have a cup of coffee and I still feel high
I guess this behavior has made me release dopamine.
It can turn into a problem;
I wanted to continue doing something to keep this high going
Thought to use alcohol and gambling cross my mind;
that would mean a relapse and going against what I have been doing for the past two weeks.

I had a choice and I choose to repent;
I choose not to follow my plan;
I choose to turn back my direction;
I went home and rest instead.
I did not choose alcohol and gambling to get high.

• This reply was modified 11 months, 2 weeks ago by kin.