Hi jvr3419,
You have done a very good job!
When you shared about emotional dysregulation, it inspire me to seriously think about the following:
Should I follow my heart or follow my mind or follow a Higher Power in recovery?
What is the better way to work my recovery and repentance?
Is admitting defeat and surrendering to my addiction enough to stay stop?
Should I focus on victory and submitting to a Higher Power to stay stop?
What did my Higher Power say about the heart which was driven by emotions, instincts, and desires?