Day 96
Getting more level headed now, Knowing more about what I have to do to tackle addiction.
To break free from my addictive, compulsive nature once and for all.
Traded smoking for vaping, now to quit completely. I will feel better for that and save money.
Drink socially ONLY now. Be in control more. Feel better for that and save money.
Use the money saved to pay off the debt I built up. That would be positive.
No more beating myself up. It happened. Now I want to live a good life.
Yes, maybe some of my carefree way of doing things will go. The reckless, excitement seeker will go.
The guy who gambled to escape life needs to go. Replaced by someone who takes life for what it is and turns obstacles into challenges.
Maybe I will find things boring? But I tell you what. I would trade boring everyday for being in a gambling storm.
I trade carefree for responsible. Reckless, excitement seeker for knowing when I can enjoy myself – at the right times with the right people. Trade excitement for simple pleasures.
The fog is lifting, the route ahead looks clearer. Day by day, stay on the path. Don’t deviate, regather my strength, get stronger still, develop my way of thinking.
Be strong, stay strong all. There is a path to follow for all of us. Best wishes.
