Thanks for sharing your story. I would highly suggest getting gamban on all your devices. It prevents gambling sites from loading. It makes it much easier to defeat the urge of making a deposit into your account on payday.
Paydays those were always the hardest for me as well. If there is no money there is no interest, but as soon as the money comes 100 turns into 1,000 in a heartbeat.
Don’t believe the old fake friend. He never cared for you at all. Today we put one foot down and start taking back control of life. One day at a time. While the friend did Make a lot of hurt, confusion, anxiety seem non existent for a short while; it also took away our goals our motivation to be better. Because after all ur entire day was spent in a phone getting updates on a score/bet. That’s not living.
