Hi there,hope you are okay.
When i read your post i kinda found myself there.Texts and writing cannot truly explain how we feel but we try our best here because that is what we need to do.Gambling became our everyday life,escaping harsh reality.We try to fix ourselves by going to casino or playing online slots,injecting that false dopamine.I feel you,a lot of bad things happened in my life and im the person who is not that open to talk.I just snaped so i wrote post today,because i cant take it anymore.You are here because you can do it,dont let anyone tell you anything else.I know people who escaped this hell and now live happy life.We need to be consistant in our battle.I wish you all the best,you deserve it.
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If anyone who sees this wants to talk over a zoom or skype im open to that,i think we can support eachother and share our stories,it helps.