[yoyo]

#Day1 was fuc*ed up a lot of times so now I am there again.

My weight loss was also fuc*ed up…

It was a weird time/period. With losses, of course, a lot of mixed feeling, compulsive addictions to gamble and all the other simptoms that a gambler has… lost nights, smoking a lot..

What is strange is that I managed somehow not to go into debt… I do not borrow money or somehting, I pay what I have to pay and then gamnble the rest… sometimes untill the last penny…

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So. #Day1- Starting at 98 kilos again, hoping to have a jogginh tonight. Maybe some fasting today and drink only water…

I do not understand what is happening with my brain as I consider myself a decent, smart guy to any other things…except this…