[marcusmaximus]

Day 57
Checking in. Spent a good few days trying to forget about the damage done. Focus on the good things I do have in my life.
Monthly pay has gone into my account. Paid off some money I had to put on a credit card when I was at pretty much zero in my bank account.
Should have enough to see me through the next month.
Staying aware of where I am at, the worst enemy I can face is almost certainly myself. If I don’t fall into the traps, recognise the consequences of having another bet, no matter how small I can be ok.
Laying solid foundations this time. So that when the urges come things stay solid.