Day 37
Posting a day earlier than planned as got a busy day tomorrow.
I know I will never shake off the regret but I have to use it in a positive way to be a better person.
In control of my actions, in control of my life.
The changes to the gambling laws were long overdue but too late to save some of my heavy losses. That has bugged me but there you go, maybe I would have still blown all my spare cash, only more slowly, and lost even more time.
It’s so hard to forget but I must. Day by day, try not to look back, only forwards, no more slip ups. Be grateful for what I do have.
Gambling is a curse for those of us with a compulsive nature. It’s a no go zone. The only way is down.
I look forward to a new chapter in my life. I am a bit skint but I don’t care, I can make do, things can hopefully get better again in the future. I will not lose my way again, just stick to the path, keep going, I will get there.
