Day 31
Thank you for your messages Charles and Rami. Your support keeps me motivated. Best wishes to you both.
So 1 month done. Been hard and have mainly been in a daze.
The path ahead is becoming clearer though.
Starting to accept the money I lost is gone. I will not get it back by gambling, I will only make things even worse.
I can use what has happened to make and maintain a better version of myself. Be better at dealing with life’s ups and downs.
Right now it is pouring with rain on my journey but I have protection from wearing the right equipment.
It’s only rain though. I can still try and make the most of things.
The sun will shine again and I will make the most of every moment.
It may well rain again too so I need to stay prepared for that too. There may be storms, I can take shelter, they will pass. I will not leave myself exposed.
I believe this journey will be lifelong but it will take me to a place where there are far more sunny days than rainy ones.
Until day 38. Keep going, one foot in front of the other.
