Day 9
Still going gamble free. Keeping busy. I know the crucial time will be later down the line if I build finances again. Right now I have little cash available and I know I just can’t gamble (It is possible not to gamble then or waste time searching for sports news and tips all the time.)
Everything for a while will be needed for essentials basically.
Gamban is working. I had a payment going to a lottery type site and it stopped that. I checked some gambling sites – honestly – and there is no access. I have excluded from local bookies too as they might tempt me in the future. Next week I will be attending GA again. Things are in place to stop another relapse.
It is so hard to forget damage done to my finances. It is a sunny morning here and I am struggling to enjoy it because of the mess. Hopefully in time I can take these mornings in properly. That is what I want to aim for and never let it go this time.
