[wifesaidlastchance]

Another good day

Busy working. No time to think of gambling.
I need to keep myself busy

F gambling

No more now and forever.

Hopefully god give me another chance so I can turn my life around to make my wife and family proud. I don’t think my wife realizes how much I love her. It’s just the demon inside of me was so strong. It took over everything. It’s like when I gamble, I can’t see anything else. I hope one day she can forgive me. I’m lucky she hasn’t took off yet. I don’t even deserve her. I still can’t look at it. Her eyes shows nothing but disappointment in me. What a terrible husband and father I am. If there is a next life. I don’t want to be a human being again.

40 years wasted. ugh