Dear diary
1. The Pastor was celebrating his birthday with us in the morning today, all blessings to the Pastor will be used to bless our group. I did not know how much to give, what is my means and how much is my means? I pray and I got my answer.
2. I was a hypocrite but my God is righteous, God is helping me do what I cannot do for myself. It is happening more and more frequently now, some call this the Holy Spirit, some call this my conscience thought, some call it the guru, I am trusting this voice more and more, so far it has bring me goodness and protect me. I don’t doubt the message anymore.
Our maid’s rest day was today, Mum and sis was home resting, I hear the message to honor and love both of them, I bought them dinner from a popular and expensive restaurant. My 86 years old mum was very happy and enjoying herself, my sis must be comforted. She have bailed me out countless times in the past, I am very grateful to her.
I have since become a different person, I am a giver now and not a borrower by the grace of God.
The best thing that happen to me was the sleep after dinner. I got the rest I needed. Living one day at a time, it was a good day today.