[notyoung56]

I woke up today feeling like everything happen yesterday
I miss someone that I lost 30 years ago.
I was looking at my past

I force myself to stop looking at my past immediately
Next thing I know, I cannot help looking at my future
and I start to fear because my commitments look like too much for me to handle
I do not have the means and the ability

This was a familiar situation
I do not know how I can complete the task this year
As long as I keep trying
As long as I do not stay down for too long
As long as I continue to take the next baby step forward
I always finish the year

I need to keep my eye on today.
I need to work hard today.