Hello Housedd,
Unfortunately, the majority that come to this site has experienced all the feels that you are currently experiencing.
Saying I’ll stop today is so easy to say, but following through takes everything in us.
I actually feel like there’s something wrong with me. Why I can’t be normal, why I can’t gamble a little while and go home. Unfortunately, it’s not that easy for some of us, even when I’m on the top, I don’t stop until I lose it all (plus all the other money I can get my hands on at the time (ATM).
I Know it’s possible to stop, because of the success stories I have read on this site.
I know it will take a lot of hard work, but let’s work towards feeling the way we did before gambling took over our lives.
Good luck my friend!