I feel very unhappy and frustrated to realize that I need to go thru all the inconvenience
and trouble to monitor my recovery daily exactly like my high blood pressure.
Doing the following was like taking my medicine every day
1. I need to talk to God.
2. I need to ask God for help.
3. I need to pray to God
4. I need to read the bible
5. I need to listen to pray as you go phone application
6. I need to practice deep breathing exercise
Answering these questions on my new checklist was like taking my blood pressure measurement
it can inform me whether my guard is down and whether I am in danger of going back to my old ways.
Once a scale of 1 to 10 (1 is weak and 10 is strong)
1. Am I faithful in staying gamble free?
2. Am I loyal in staying gamble free?
3. Am I obedient in staying gamble free?
4. Am I firm in staying gamble free?
5. Am I committed in staying gamble free?
6. Am I dedicated in staying gamble free?
7. Am I unwavering in staying gamble free?
8. Am I uncompromising in staying gamble free?
9. Am I willing in staying gamble free?
10. Am I willing to endure hardship in staying gamble free?
11. Am I willing to endure pain in staying gamble free?
12. Am I willing to be patient in staying gamble free?
13. Am I willing to practice interest before self?
14. Am I willing to practice principle before personality?
15. Am I willing to practice love, honesty, humility, compassion, tolerance, and patience with everyone, whether I like them or not?
It felt like God speaking to me
I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance.
You have persevered and have endured hardships
But I have this complaint against you. You have let your guard down;
you have stop working your recovery and return to old ways
Look how far you have fallen! Turn back to me and do the works you did at first.
If you do not repent, I will come and remove the light in your life
- This reply was modified 3 years, 9 months ago by notyoung56.
- This reply was modified 3 years, 9 months ago by notyoung56.