I was questioning myself –
Why did I not stop gambling?
What were my FALSE belief and hope
What were my LIES?
Firstly
I was impatient and discontented financially, it was always not enough
I could not tolerate and accept my lack of money
Secondly
I like gambling
I did not have to work hard and wait for the money in gambling
It was easy. It was quick.
Thirdly
I was afraid of unemployment and loss of income
Fourthly
I was afraid of the hard work and long-suffering working
I was afraid of the stress from working
I was afraid of the mental and physical fatigue
Fifthly
I feel that gambling was a solution to my unemployment, debt, loss of income and lack of money
I hope to increase my money quickly
Lastly
I did not like to stop gambling because I have hope that I can win in gambling
I believe my false hope and lies
I listen to my self-will
I follow my self-will