I have prepared for my last day at work after 4 months and when it come, I still felt sad, it still took me 2 days of good rest before I can write about this loss. The weather is cool and wet, unfortunately this change triggered my eczema and put me in a vulnerable position, I become weak and disturb.
It is easier said than done, I should pray and read more, I should practice the program, at this moment, I am struggling to do the same thing that has kept me safe.
As long as I am working, I can be the provider at home and be the good pay master to the bank.
I do not have this problem when I was young but now, I struggle to hold on to any job
I can only do my best and when I lose a job, I need to quickly get a new one.
It has work but it was a struggle.
It was not a common route taken by others.
Imagine if I want to stay employed for 40 months and I can only hold each job for 4 months
I must be prepared to do 10 different jobs to keep my recovery going.
I have no time to feel disappointed, depressed, sink into self-pity, self-beating and do nothing
I must immediately put my next baby step forward each time.
This is the resilience, perseverance and positiveness strength that a survivor must developed inside.