13 September 2022 at 4:31 pm
#163395
Dark Energy
Participant
Day#10,
“two digits again”, I wrote the same many times, anyhow I am happy about that.
today started in a good and productive way, but around mid-day, all my demons popped up, and really couldn’t get myself to work, it took me around 3 hrs with multiple coffee and cigarette breaks to get out of the depressive mood and back to focus at work.
I know what has been damaged through all the gambling years can’t be fixed in 10 days, I need another 1268 days to reach a normal life. but what I need to learn is how to live and enjoy life during this period.