Now I get a certain amount from my business a month which is ok to live on I don’t ask financial help from my family but all of that money is going into gambling then I am getting loans from various people that I have to hide from my wife and family just to keep up with my gambling needs I have tried everything the urge does not finish if it keeps on going like this I see my self in very big trouble my parents see me as a liability and I’m getting taunts everyday that I’m in my room etc but I wish if they could know what’s going on in my life at times I feel se low I had never taken loans in my life but this past year has totally finished me due dates pass by people start calling the depression gets real I just can’t get over the fact I lost my hard earned savings in a matter of months
