[Dark Energy]

Day#37,

thank you kamirr for your kind and supportive words, and your advice “get occupied” is really deep advice.
I need to get busy and occupied after working hours because it is the most vulnerable period for me.

today I received my salary and I managed to get rid of it immediately. so I am safe for another month, this is the 2nd salary that I didn’t waste any part of it to feed this addiction.

to be honest, still I am having some bad days where I am depressed and demotivated and other days where I am in a good mood and motivated, I hope as time passes the good days will be much more than the bad days. frankly, I must learn how to enjoy life again, it is a long road and I should enjoy it otherwise I will fail.