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It’s a  day early, I know, but since I will be having an early night tonight and working dawn to dusk for the next few days and having visitors from Sunday  until Monday night, I may not get to GT for a while, so FOR YOU CAT, I’m opening up the June Pact.
I do have mixed feelings about a monthly or any long term arrangement and I understand it may stress some CGs to feel under pressure to "be good" for so long,( a bit like marriage,lol!) but I have weighed up the pros and cons and I think, for me, having the company of others does help me to be more accountable and less likely to try doing a solo run, which in the past, lead me up too many blind alleys. I feel less alone on my day to day journey when I’m part of a group (sometimes)….a bit like having the knowledge that someone is in the shadows watching. (cyber eyes!) I know the ODAAT motto is THE most helpful way to stay G- free but when I make positive plans  to do things that will occupy my time for a week or a month , it helps me to live one day at a time, secure in the hope that each day will be so busy and hopefully fruitful, that I won’t have time to dwell on the destructive behaviour that controlled my days/weeks/ months in the past!
So for every day in June,with the help of God and man, I will say "Just for today, I will not gamble!"
Here’s to a Happy Recovery for all!

[Julkaisija]

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