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Hang in there and dont give up. Its easy to give up, keep on going here and keep on posting and getting your thoughts out. it really does help. You have a connection here to people who understand. Just try again with the counselling appointment, just keep trying until you get one. If you dont get one today try again tomorrow.. as the days go by and the more gamble free time you have the better you will feel, just give it some time.. you have support here, dont hide away

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