Thank you Velvet,
I guess this addiction did find me – to be honest it feels like it has been there simmering my whole life – but it certainly was ready to boil over once the opportunity arose.

This current crisis with corona has me questioning the future – I am so grateful that I am not trying bargains on empty shelves. I am so grateful that I have a little money behind me.
I am also frightened as to how our world will look in four months time.

I can only focus on today and doing my best for today .